LoveLetters*

"Thank you, I hate you, Im sorry

Thank you

because without your support, I wouldn't be here

I wouldn't have stayed when things got hard

I wouldn't have believed that I could find a life.

Thank you for the way you know me, 

for being my best friend for what feels like forever, 

and for raising the bar so high that I don't know where to begin.

Thank you for knowing to let go before things got ugly.

On some level, you must've known that forcing me to fly

would force you to fly too, to do the things you know you need.

And maybe you even share the belief that our paths

will join us together again, and for always.

I hate you

for not wanting it badly enough, 

for not believing we could do this together, 

for not following through.

I hate that you didn't have the balls to take a chance,

to explore this place thats filled with your dreams.

I hate that you don't even seem to be doing

the things that made you stay.

I hate the way you tell me how you feel almost always hurts,

and that most of the time you just don't tell me at all.

I hate that you are the only guy I can imagine loving, 

and you make letting go seem so easy,

like it doesn't hurt at all,

like you don't even cry.

Im sorry

i left the way I did,

because of what it said to you:

that I would always expect you to follow.

Im sorry I didn't see it like that.

I thought paving the way would create

an adventure that would change our lives.

im sorry I didn't wait until you were ready,

that i didn't think I could, so the decision didn't feel like it were yours.

Im sorry that it seemed like your opinion wasn't important,

when nothing could be further from the truth.

Im sorry that I doubted our future, and made you doubt it too.

I didn't know well enough myself to tell you

all the things that needed to change, and why.

We both thought we'd have more time, and then I left.

I'll always be sorry for that."

While I was in Urban Outfitters Today, I ran across this book "Other people's Love Letters" and it looked really interesting so I started to look through the pages and it had letters that people wrote to each other and I loved it, it was really meaningful. I read the first letter and I fell in love with it. I cant wait to read all the other letters! Who needs phone calls when letters mean so much more and are really thoughtful! Wish we could go back in time when all the technology wasn't as advanced as it is. Letters are the most romantic way of expressing your love and the way you feel. Who ever's a hopeless romantic like me should read the book and check out the blog www.lelove.blogspot.com. This blog has really nice love stories and you'll never be able to get enough! :)